2020 Reflections!

Where do I even begin?? I feel like every month of 2020 had its own story or event that took place. I can safely say even if the year took an unexpected turn, I did learn a lot, a few changes took place in my life some that had me unhappy at first and some that I realized were actually good for me. To start with, I moved from Winnipeg to Vancouver. I will be honest at first I was not happy about it because it was not planned, no one saw it coming but due to certain circumstances it had to happen.(that is a story for another day). But ask me now how I feel about moving here lol. I LOVE IT HERE! The reason I was sad was because I left all my friends behind. I did not get the chance to say goodbye to any of them 😦 well ouch. I was scared to start over you know, scared to go out there and make new friends, get familiar with the place. You know how it is when you move to a new place.

I would say I am proud of the way I handled a few things I went through. A couple of battles were fought silently but I managed to wipe away my tears and get back on my feet and give myself a pat on the back. I would constantly ask myself “is life even worth living” because at some point nothing made sense. I reached my lowest point numerous times and felt no one would be able to understand me if I spoke out, but I still kept a smile on my face. I thought I was not going to be able to get back up, I felt as if that was it! But even when life got tough I knew God was by my side throughout. I knew he would renew my strength if I asked him to do so. So I’m guessing you already know what I did. I went down on my knees and I prayed hard. I must say my relationship with God grew stronger which is something I am very proud of 🙂

2020 taught me that you really do not know if you’ll have a tomorrow. Do what you gotta do today, don’t wait for tomorrow:) I learnt not to take anything I mean anything for granted and if you are reading this I hope you are not taking anything in your life for granted. I learnt that yes we make plans but God has the final say. Do what makes you happy. Do what you love. Follow your dreams. Anything is possible only if you believe. Stop trying to seek validation.

I also started a modelling career. It is really exciting because it’s something I love. My first photoshoot was a bit nerve racking, I remember being so stiff at first and after a couple of shots I eased down. That was my first professional photoshoot so please bare with me lol. My second photoshoot was way better, I had gained some confidence in myself and felt a lot more comfortable. I believe the ones to follow will be a piece of cake. I would like to read this paragraph 3-5 years now when I am now a professional model. You might see me on Americas Next Top Model (wink 😉 . Shout out to you if you understand the power of writing down whatever you want and believing it will come to pass. Remember to just do what you love.

I hope you have a prosperous 2021 and I wish you all the best!!

Please leave a comment and let me know how you’re holding up 🙂 i’d love to hear it.